::: wondering. and wandering:::
but I wonder.
but I wonder why.
but I chedi: because I have always denied?
and above all: what the fuck am I doing still here? property. useless. tired. with a person who by nature is unable to appreciate the days that he lives. every moment more at risk of losing this ability too. property. useless. tired.
> This is my attachment to life with tooth and nail, even if it sucks
're a little stupid. if only I let you drag, like everyone else. this must be normal, no? because it works well, I mean.
> The job interview went well.
course yes. for the other party. it's nice to know that there is always someone ready to exploit you, not true?
> Projects artistic / creative proceed, not always smoothly, but progressing.
reason you would, you know? if only there was time for all this shit. found a real job, by God. you do not realize that you suck?
> I see that there will be a good monetary perspective.
ehhh no no no. you are guaranteed happy sharing, cultural exchange and perhaps advertising here. not pennies. money is a bad thing for people, not the artists who, like us, are against the system.
> All I want is a normal life, a normal house, a normal job.
crap. stop using drugs.
> Instead, the truth is that I can be all that I, myself, for example.
big deal, honey.
> Look, I feel satisfied.
fuck I can send instant or should I wait five minutes?
when I get back in my old house an air of sanity that is not here. at least there was someone that I broke my balls. because basically I do not need to be justified, nor coddled. I need me to break my balls. and it is time to admit that yes, I fucked up to leave.
this is the Land of Toys, ladies and gentlemen. do not worry about tomorrow, here there is no time to cry. here you can not mess with, nor be sad, because the children found there could be injured.
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In two days will be my birthday. Twenty years
thrown in the toilet. This attack
Sunday, November 20, 2005
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
Lorazepram Addiction Everyday
::: I did not think I HAD to speak Inglese so early in the morning:::
my life with tooth and nail, even if it sucks, and this my unconscious disguised as courage, I think that this unpleasant things, after all, does not matter.
Eh, whatever helps. The interview
Work went well. I'm not flow to teach, but I try to see it as a challenge. Projects
artistic / creative proceed, not always smoothly, but progressing. Both the mine site is the one with the RPG.
do not know why I feel an intense pleasure in inventing worlds that do not exist, and in the end, however, seem more real than where I live. It will be dreaming that was the only thing I could do in my childhood, will be a need to escape. I see that there will be a good monetary perspective.
All I want is a normal life, a normal house, a normal job.
"Normal" according to my standards, of course.
have been linked stupid for too long "conditio sine qua non" put there by chance and fate. Limits, barriers, barriers that seemed insurmountable.
Instead, the truth is that I can be all I want; myself for example.
Toh, I feel satisfied. Unbelievable but true.
my life with tooth and nail, even if it sucks, and this my unconscious disguised as courage, I think that this unpleasant things, after all, does not matter.
Eh, whatever helps. The interview
Work went well. I'm not flow to teach, but I try to see it as a challenge. Projects
artistic / creative proceed, not always smoothly, but progressing. Both the mine site is the one with the RPG.
do not know why I feel an intense pleasure in inventing worlds that do not exist, and in the end, however, seem more real than where I live. It will be dreaming that was the only thing I could do in my childhood, will be a need to escape. I see that there will be a good monetary perspective.
All I want is a normal life, a normal house, a normal job.
"Normal" according to my standards, of course.
have been linked stupid for too long "conditio sine qua non" put there by chance and fate. Limits, barriers, barriers that seemed insurmountable.
Instead, the truth is that I can be all I want; myself for example.
Toh, I feel satisfied. Unbelievable but true.
Friday, November 11, 2005
The Witch Of Blackbird Pond Movie Trailer
::: as long as there is life there is hope. and perhaps beyond. :::
The few silent tears fall from your eyes, just to make me understand that
not everything can go wrong
there will be a moment of joy for me
must be strong, never give up, even if
cry no one hears you,
walk tall, not to miss what's around, despite
the weight it carries,
remember the affection that pervades our lives, if we want
,
that goes away only when we close the door,
the road is long,
would like to join me?
♠ ♠ ♠ ♠ ♠ ♠ ♠ ♠ ♠
I love you. this is not me no one can take away.
The few silent tears fall from your eyes, just to make me understand that
not everything can go wrong
there will be a moment of joy for me
must be strong, never give up, even if
cry no one hears you,
walk tall, not to miss what's around, despite
the weight it carries,
remember the affection that pervades our lives, if we want
,
that goes away only when we close the door,
the road is long,
would like to join me?
♠ ♠ ♠ ♠ ♠ ♠ ♠ ♠ ♠
I love you. this is not me no one can take away.
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