Thursday, January 26, 2006

House Names For New Home In Kerala

communication service

I have "moved" here: [info] hematite .

is not a real move, and there the atmosphere is a bit 'more raised, and will be space for the days in which they shot well.
So I hope to write more often, of course.

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Mean Initiation Ideas

::: Magnetic North does not interest me:::

a cat can not be abandoned. he is always to leave you, if it decides that out there can have a better life, a most affectionate friend, tastier food. you can try to "forget" about five hundred miles away from home, but you know, he gives a fuck if magnetic north. and you know why? because it has within a compass that works differently.
I go, I go back, and this does not really matter. I do not like having to tell the news. but what is new, then?
if I have to say one thing here, I have not missed the internet.

day by day, I feel more ready to explode. Last week was illuminating from this point of view. I have never felt so strongly that you have a family to love certain people, and be-now-in the wrong place.
but there you are born a dick and I will continue to be an asshole, till death do us part.
is why I am angry with myself. because I can not concentrate on the ones that really, it's worth it. because my everyday life is overflowing with bullshit. Why is not anyone's fault, or maybe yes, but who cares ... if so I can not blame others?

my aunt was not bad, certainly, but it was not even the kind of person I wanted to close for more than half an hour. nothing more, a life set on work, duty, and nothing more. Perhaps, here, its great merit was to give us these few days when we were good, despite everything.

total vacuum.