Title: Danstruck.
Author: Swamy
Fandom: Gossip Girl
Pairing: Dan / Blair
Genre: introspective, romantic
Summary: Blair has always assumed that if a male human being on earth with whom they could never have anything remotely resembling any kind of interpersonal relationship that is worthy of the name Dan Humphrey, and that's why you have not noticed what was happening. Analysis of the growing relationship between Dan and Blair through a few episodes, and other times ...
Note: This is fan fiction dedicated to Rowan, the tile that hosts and formed on January 26, 2011 and its subliminal messages is not retroactive.
The Unblairable Lightnness of Being. [3x18]
E 'irritated from the chatter, saddened the absurd amount of foreign which is surrounded, disgusted by the food, impressed by the shade of pink salmon choice for tablecloths. And Dan asks if it goes well.
Blair does not need Dan Humphrey, and is able to demonstrate much more tasteful than it should have a human being going to tell the sad story of his life to a resident of Brooklyn, usually. But Blair is the exasperation and then no, he can not show more good taste of what it must have a human being going to tell the sad story of his life to a resident of Brooklyn, and no, not well at all. And tell him.
He has a bucket with ice and an expression of interest in what she has to say.
Despite believe - quoting him - horrible, depraved, soulless when he begins to try to unravel one of its grievances and its fully rigged Asked if pout Chuck has made her something. The demand in the tone of the cavalier servant ready to punch her. There is a subtle tension in his shoulders now. If the idea was not ridiculous Blair suddenly think that Dan has really beautiful shoulders.
She explains that she is able to explain to him who goes around measuring the height of moral people, then notes on a pad, and he comforts her as he can console a person who would die rather than admit that they can find a bit 'of relief in his words.
"You're absolutely right," admits Blair, basking in its assurances for a while - even unfounded if anyone should know this can always blame the alcohol "Chuck and Blair. Blair and Chuck. Who else could love me after what I've become? "
Blair is raised, and for a moment only is terrified by the implications of all this. Terrified to feel the chill in the bones, because then that's what awaits life. But she is not a desperate housewife, a student or employed to the outskirts of French fries in McDonald's kitchens. She is Blair Waldorf - and this means that manipulate and betray and sell off part of her, and have someone you can trust blindly is absolutely unnecessary, boring and useless because she does not need things like that trivial. Those are for the weak and those who have ordinary dreams, walking, like a marriage that lasts forever, a daughter to accompany the dance class and a mountain home for the Christmas holidays. They are Chuck and Blair - have cocktail parties, adopted children color because mixed families are fashionable and the bikini is absolutely essential, and some loving here and there occasionally to revive the passion. That at least is the meaning of his name from Chuck, and she had always enjoyed, he thinks, so why should things change now?
"Thank you for helping me realizing it," she thanked him with more education than he ever could have used - considering that this is Dan Humphrey - but he looks like if it does not add up. Do you think that the accounts might never come back if not now stop this destabilizing conversation so unbearably sincere, and from the shoulders.
"Your ice is melting Humphrey"
Blair has not really realized, but also its ice is melting.
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Chuck is at the bar with a blonde. He looks across while holding his elbow propped on the shelf and does what he always does: Chuck.
Blair already knows how much time will be granted first to get into a limousine with the blonde, but has no idea if he has the decency to wait to get to his apartment or will make a road test. Besides, Chuck Bass do not buy sight unseen. And the idea that the revolt the stomach while he is at the center of the dance floor, with her blush-colored dress and feel pathetic and terribly alone.
He takes the gray of the full Dan at his side and rolls his eyes at him, thinking that now has really hit rock bottom. Try to make use of his experience of consummate liar to display a stoic expression and indifferent, but he is watching. Dan looks at Chuck and then he places himself by covering the view. Blair would not say out loud but never is grateful that the savings the vision that was self-inflicted to a first and second target that you are putting all his deepest dissatisfaction. If nothing else, Dan has always been a good target.
"Just to clarify," he says, and she looks as if the poor naive had no idea what awaits him, "I think you deserve to be with someone who makes me happy "
" Well, coming from someone who goes out with Vanessa Abrams means very little to me " reassured by the poison can still spit with so much class, and he laughs. Watching Blair thinks that perhaps it is also an honor to know a lot of cash with class.
"That said, thanks to Humphrey" did not create enough energy to worry about the frightening number of times that this word, directed to him, is coming off (at all times worse, all those who had given great pains to avoid, where everyone has always found him), but the fact is that she is horrible, depraved, soulless, and he thinks you deserve someone who makes her happy and patiently listens to the sentencing about his private life, belittling her good judge and his wardrobe, so maybe not so terrible to have in front of Dan Humphrey, and those who have hair a serious need of a resized. And Chuck is Chuck and always will be tomorrow, so tonight can stop worrying about him and his blond and his means of transport.
"Want to dance?" He asks with an air of one who is convinced of what he is asking, not being anything more or anything less than what it is only an invitation to dance, and offers his left hand showing the palm.
"guess" would laugh at the absurd vision of his hand that takes one of Dan is heard a little girl saved from doing upholstery at the school dance, but supposedly there are things much worse in life.
They are six feet and she feels ready to let go of all thoughts away, to dance with my eyes closed knowing that we have in front of Dan Humphrey and so if for some brief moment of grace in his movements had lost there was someone worse than to look at and to draw direct relief, but the music changes becoming horribly slow.
I can see, see you there
Hanging weightless in the air
Wind and sunlight in your hair
And I can see you, I can see you there
So it is almost certain to say that no, there are worse things in life.
He remains firm, extends his arms just pointing out that should be close. He tightened his lips, her hands open as if trying not to startle you with sudden movements, and in another moment she would feel almost annoyed by this situation.
Blair could decide now, right now, complaining of a cramp or just turn around and leave. It 'sure, with that face, is used to the girls who give up and publicly humiliate him, but what harm can infuse them a dance?
Dan is harmless, for which she is accustomed to the Machiavellian charm of young, rich, promiscuous heiress. E 'dress decently. Smells good. Not the kind of good Chuck, the $ 300 a bottle with a distant aroma of Cuban cigars. The kind of good to soap and skin, and does not care to understand what kind of soap to know if you get closer could better distinguish the smell, it might make her feel better. Something inside her is not rational to believe it.
Olive skin, your secret smile
Can trade again a secret island in your mind
Lost forever, lost before your time
who's to say? Who is to know the truth?
Who is there nothing left When They say you can save?
For her - daughter of exclusive parties, the rules of cotillons , who wanted to debut in society before they even learn to distinguish the serving fork from the dessert - this is a completely new experience.
It almost feels clumsy and mentally count the steps as far as Dan One, two - So few? He believed the distance was greater, but apparently not, because Dan puts his arm around and takes her hand and she feels the warmth of her body through the fabric of the clothes. Spend an entire second look at the knot of his tie until the illusion that is slightly wrong. It is not wrong, and - for heaven's sake! - she does not fear the eyes of Dan Humphrey, and then rolls his eyes.
THEY SAID Nothing can save you
Broken glass, bleeding Wrists
A second chance for a simple kiss
I Waited for you at the edge
Such Could you take a risk?
Dan looks at her, and it seems uncertain whether to laugh or not. Maybe he thinks that the slightest wrong move could blow it. I think too. Although all she did not understand what it is.
Blair feels good, and decides that he can remove the embarrassment this time. first smiles and then turns her eyes.
On your knees, on your back
Who'd you call When things got bad
Did They answer? Did They ask?
Cause I would answer, I would tell you this
It 's almost surprised by the fact found that the pace, and do not clash against each other. Nothing caught fire (I think), the walls do not collapse (I think), no scandal or a miracle. Even if you think that that what should happen at all. E ' a miracle or a scandal that they are so close because there was a reason than they have ever been. But when it does not really want to remember what it is. Maybe not even ever been important.
who's to say? Who is to know the truth?
Who is there nothing left When They say you can save?
who's to say who's to blame?
Who will you give to yourself?
Cause nobody wants more Than I want you
He smells good and she feels better .
TBC ...
Song: Weightless - Black Lab
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